oh well... went JB on sunday... ytd was having hus warming at my new home... well... my frens didnt turn up bcos my new hus were in Malaysia... so jus visited hubby's frens... who turn up? got... ah Beh, Debbie, Danny, Mark, June and his gf, Cassy, Evelyn and Jason's bro... oh yea... and his da ge and da sao... talk to da ge and da sao, debbie, ah beh, June, mark and evelyn... having steamboat for hus warming as they perpare it late... abt 730 to 8pm... hubby busying fetching ppl and i was alone at home watched 5 movies total... ver sian to be alone... wondering wat time they r back home lor!? sms also no reply... wanna call ppl and chat also cannt... cos mine is prepaid card frm malaysia call ver exp... lying on e sofa waiting and waiting... zZz...

when they reached... is abt 8pm plus... abt 9pm starting to eat... chit chatted abt afew hours.... and they went out to car pouch to eat and drink beer... i didnt join them... stay at e living acc Evelyn and chat for awhile... after tat talked to da sao abt giving birth thingy... when is abt 1030pm da ge and da sao went home... so i went up to my room and rest... suddenly dun feel so gd... e feeling started again... hard to breath... so lie on my bed and rest... abt 1hour plus... den ok le... and when it was abt 1230am... they went out for supper... hubby came up and find me... told his bro tat he wan to acc me... but only for awhile... went down to living room and watch movie... debbie was there too... hubby asked me wanna eat egg tart den i say ok lor... bought in for me and ate one piece... den after tat he say he go pack and clean up outside... for awhile... debbie went out soo... again i'm alone in e living room... after tat e others came back and my hubby send them back home...

i watched e movie finish and his bro was doing cleaning outside and packing e stuffs... went up to my room and lie on e bed... thinking of alot of things... song zi hao went back to china le... last min den noe he went back on mon... haiz... think tat "maybe i shouldnt be here" i dunwan to spoil ur mood... for e time of my pregnancy, i dun feel like doing anything... bcos having a big stomach u cant do anything u wanna do... i sense tat debbie still like u... where ever u go, she also follow... but i didnt think much... cos both of u r abt 10yrs or more de frens... i dun wanna to care...

when he was at SG custom,, he call home and check whether i'm slping... but i haven slp... i didnt pick up e phone... his bro picked up and called me... he ask me y i nv pick up e phone... tis is ur home... u wanna slp alr? i reply tat i cant slp... he called me to wait for him to reach home... so i waited...

Can i really trust u in ur words?
I told my mother tat he wont do anything disloyal to me... as he promise me...
Will he?