Today is my disaster day... ytd my nephew came... sux to max... i hate it... i noe he's only 2yrs old... but... i really bth la... his crying his so irritating can... even u give him sweet... he only quiet for awhile... plus now he's coughing... still give him sweet... walau... if dunwanna give me a break pls give mama a break la... cant slp well for tis few days and gonna wake up early bcos of a kid keep crying for daddy... even taking a nap... too sticky with daddy/mummy? i noe in e future i will be having tis type of pbm also... but... y i see other's ppl kid wont behave in such a way?

for mama... u dun understand how i feel ok... and u say u noe... tis is a diff feeling between me and u... like u said... "next time is ur turn to take care of"

firstly, i dun wan to see u so tired bcos of u r taking care of 2 kids and u keep complaining tis and tat... tat's y i called bro to take his son home... and u will say tat ur hands r numb...

secondly, e fact of now is... u r still taking care of 2 kids and wat do they think abt u? jus give u monthly babysitter money and u satisfact? and after tat need to listen to ur complaining again? alt now u r taking care of 1 baby and 1 2yrs old kid... cant e parents like come back and visit their own kids for afew days?

thirdly, i'm pregnant can!? i need rest can!? like u always nag abt me to slp early and stuffs... but end up is wat? how u wan me to rest? i'm slping early and i'm fucking awake during midnites for 2-3times... and my mood aint gd... ver pek cek u noe? and early in e morning i have to take care of e little baby tat i'm still can handle... for e big one... i alr bare myself dun scold him tat much and i dun even wan to bother him... even how u nag... u will say... "aiya, help them only ma... if nt later they say etc..." WTF!? which of e words r u saying? 1st complain tat u cant handle Now u say tat u help them? which of e words is frm ur heart?

y sister dunwan to come home and visit u? even they came... u will still nag those nonsense... until wanna to argue alr... do u think she wan? ppl work till ver stress and tired... and u only noe how to blame them? i noe u wan them to came back to pay a visit as i alr told them... and tis is wat they told me... wat can i do? i dunwanna care anymore la...

for tis few yrs... i have been suffering frm kids crying in mornings and nites... frm when i'm schooling till i'm working and now i'm pregnant... cant i jus have a peaceful life to go? slp well? i aint slp well for tis few yrs can? for e next 2mths i giving birth alr... i wan my mood not so moody... and... i hope tat my son always heathly and behave well when he's two... but... hope he guai guai... haiz... tis is so irritating... and they wont understand... they only will say... they r still small ma... tis is how u teach them ok!? and i'm grown up!! stop saying me tat i'm still a kid u wont understand my god dammit feelings!!