17 Jan.... today is e day... i and jason 2 yrs le... our anniversary... nth special happen... i found out tat... i becoming quiet and quieter le... i dunno wat to talk to him... ytd went JB... actually he told me to meet him at kranji mrt at 11.20pm den change to 11.30pm den... end up is 12... sms him he say he nv recevie... i waited 1 hr... zZZ... when he and June reach le... he only say deng hen jiu ma? a word sry also dun hav... haiz...reach JB at ard 1am plus le... den he ask june and me wait for him... he drive back and take car... den he go take bike le... june ask me y i look sian sian one? den i say i waited for 1hr le... a word sry also dun hav... haiz... den he say aiya... he is like tat wan la... i also noe lor... den all e way june entertain me until he come... get in in e car and off we go... go eat supper... after tat go home le... reach his home... he told me 2molo he's turn to send sherene to work... i nv say anything... wat can i say? den he ask me hav i heard wat he say? den i ans him orh lor... actually i dun feel like ansing u... it make me wan to tears drop.... when he go bath... my tears really drop... u make me feel i dun hav any an quan gan le... e trust to u become more more untrusted le... i really feel ver xin ku... i nv slp properly ytd nite... my brain didnt slp... i'm awake till morning... he need to woke up at 6am... he say sherene will wake him... end up she didnt... today... haiz... we went Jusco to look for sweater for our trip to HK... end up too exp le... den bought 2 egg tart... ver nice lor... 1 for 2.20RM wah... den he bought one polo-T for 2molo his trip to KL... fren wedding and meet his customer to hand over documents to her... den went to eat lunch... after tat go jusco buy vitengen and drink... after tat drive to SG le... when on e way... he ask me tired anot... i say yup... he call me go home slp... i say cannot i need to install something in my laptop after tat i need to lend it to my hairstylish... 21 jan he going to tailand do business... he call me to go... jus book air ticket only... other thing he cover... den i say see how 1st... haiz... den jason ask me not to lend him... he say i too tian zhen le... u only can trust ur family... other den ur best frens... but now i can tell u... i trust no ones... even u... trusted is always a lies there... how long can i take it? i view ur friendster... u deleted away e final pic of me and u... i noe u still treat me as a kid... dui... wo jian de shi mian bu gou ni duo... dui... wo tian zhen ying wei ren shi le ni... e path we walk so long... u keep saying i'm still small... my love for u now... ver hurts... ver hurt tat wat u wan frm me? i alr trying ver hard le...

你有把我当成你的女朋友吗？还是你只是把我当成一个小孩子？