well well well... Icon Tori-Q going to close le... see how it open and now close... tis fri is our last day doing business le... and... i wont be working for 11hrs a day le... my salary going be back to ard 900+ when - CPF? maybe?

Jurong point- maybe next yr work ver less le... 1 wk 4-5day? maybe...
Paragon- i think they dun need me le ba.. so many ppl... 7 part timers, 2 full timers, 1 assistant manager, 1 manager...
CK tangs- they need me on wkends? Wendy's mama call me to go... i' thinking... hmmm....

Change job? haiz... now jobs ver hard to earn money leh... haiz... work as sales? with Ken? i dunno... maybe i will consider ba...

now my planning... go reg driving test... tis sat paint my hus... save money for traveling... save money for my course... and... most important! waiting for my hair to grow back... spend alot of money on my hair... haiz... sad la... now i hate my hair... but nvm la... my hair is growing back... i'm not botak le... =) need times...

Man... y i sms u, u wont reply de... haiz... wat am i thinkin? yea... we r really far apart frm now... u r in JB... and me... in SG... u rent a whole hus only for 1000RM... 3 ppl staying... u, June and ur ex-red box staff name serene i think... go 2 time also cant meet u... hahaha... i really ver hao qi to meet u lor... but... got another thing is... my heart ver uncomfortable when i heard ur name saying out frm his mouth... wat to do? bare lor... pretend tat i'm deaf... u wake up early in ard 6am to bring her go custom or watever la... u also beh tahan... u also need some slp leh... alt she sms u sorry to trouble u... but... y? call her when she need anything anot... bcos u r staying in e same roof with her... den me leh? i'm ur wat? have u ever call me for anything? no... saying tat u miss me? no... only important thing den u call me... haiz... i dunno la... i jus wish tat i'm not born in tis world... u also wish her faster find a bf? u think ver easy ar!? haiz... u bought a new car... and i think i'm not e 1st one to sit beside u... maybe e 1st person who sit beside u is serene ba... if u really wan to buy dog... i think i wont be e one playing or taking care of e dog... who will? serene... yea yea... all is serene... serene tis and tat... WADEVER LOR!!! I DUN CARE! I DUN GIVE A SHIT DAMN ON IT!!! even if she really like u... u will noe anot? U DUN!!! but... wat my feelings tell me... is always truth... no fake!! arrrr.... aiya... live indenpentant better... i wont die bcos of u!! i live for myself!!

"if u really love me... proof to me! show me how u really love me! though u r not romanic but can u show some? u seem like u dun care abt me lor... dun treat me as a kid! i'm not kid any more" when everytime i saw u... i really bare my tears dropping down... i really dunno wat is tis feeling i'm getting... i cant slp well... cant eat well... haiz... i really dunno la... i dunwan to own u anything... i'm worry everyday, everynite for our future... i really dunno wat to do... if one day i nv meet u... will u meet me? maybe not... ha~ i think...

Life goes on, no matter wat happen, u still need to survival on ur own... make ur own path... make ur decision... think for ur future...