Fuck, off.
I'm really tired of all these.

My beloved boy Destin. ♥





Friday, November 14, 2008 ,
10:48 PM
tis world sux!

haiz... ytd reach home at ard 1030pm++ my laogong coming to my hus to stay overnite... bcos e next day he wake up early... so ok lor... while waiting for him at home... i was ver piss off of my edlder bro's son... my nephew... his name is Hung wei... well... he's sick! and vomit on his bed... 2 times... and he keep on crying... dunno wat e hell he wan? we gave him everything he point but still crying... is like... wat e... tis few days i cant even slp porperly bcos of my 2 nephews... one crying in e nite and one crying in e morning... how to slp like tat!?

den nvm... tis time i really piss off alr... i called my elder bro and tell him to bring back his son... tis is how e conversion start...

Me: hello!?
Bro: yea..
Me: eh... bring ur son back alr... i really piss off alr... i cant even slp well...
Bro: huh!? u say again!?
Me: i say bring ur son back alr... he vomit, he sick
Bro: y!? ask mum to come...
Me: is not mum's pbm... now e pbm is me and u... i really cant take it anymore... he keep on crying and crying... we give him wat he wan and he still crying... cant behave alr... u only noe how to listen to ur wife!!
(Shouting time)
Bro(shout): i where gt listen to my wife? he still small ma, last time u small also like tat... u wan to force me to quit my job izzit!!!? how much u wan!!! say!!!
dad: still talk to him for wat!? tell him also no use!
Me: we dun wan ur money, ur money is for ur child, not us... we dun even bother ur money!!!!
Bro: knn la!!! u wan how much say la!!! i tell u all dun dote him so much alr rite!?
Me: eh... knn la... we nv dote him liao leh... i ver tired le... i dunwan see mum so tired... mum old alr le leh...
Bro: wah... u ver naughtier alr ar? nb cb... den yiwan le? i noe ar... wat u all wan? i also ver tired... i'm tired den u hor... u only serve ppl only leh... me leh!? i work 12hours a day leh... u wan me to quit my job den u all happy izzit!? ok! fine!!! i 2molo call my working there and quit my job and bring my son back and take care of myself!!! hungry till die!!!
HANG e PHONE....

nvm... i cry... "why i have such a idoit BRO!?" i piss off alr... now... 2nd round start again... with my da sao...

Dasao: hello... hello?
Me: hello, ya wat!?
Dasao: wat u tell ur bro?
Me: i jus say bring ur son back alr lor...
Dasao: i tot i told mum tat give me some time to find sch... when i found e sch abt 2-3mths time... i will bring home back...
Me: u wan how long to find a sch?
Dasao: 2-3mths... u think i dunwan to take care of my son myself ar? say wat we still one family ar... his my son leh... if i nv work i nv get money for living... now we have heavy debts to settle...
Me: ya... we r family ar... wat debts!? ur husband jealously too strong alr le leh... he got gu ur gan shou ma!? he only gu his self only hor!?
(she nv say...)
Dasao: if anything happen ur bro will make me as his chu qi tong le... i really cant take it anymore!!! if is still go on... i scare i really have to leave him...
Me: y he will do tat to u!? u gt anything happen y dont u tell me? make urself so xin ku for wat!?
(she cry... and shout)
Bro: hang up e phone alr le la!!
Dasao: u all dun "qi ren tai sheng hor!!" dun think china ppl nice to bully hor!!! "ren zai zuo tian zai kan hor!"
Me: how we "qi ren tai sheng?" u also noe how to say "ren zai zuo tian zai kan le"
Dasao: frm now on me and ur family have no gua ge!!!
Me: do u think i wan to quarrel with u all ar!? i also ver tired leh...
Bro: jus hang up e phone la!!
(Hang up e phone)

Y CANT I HAVE A PEACEFUL FAMILY? i hate tis type of life...
Or... is my fault to begin everything?
But... i really piss off lor...
Y cant tis child behave and listen to my parents?
3 yrs old le leh!?
Am i too chong tong le?
Haiz... freak off la...
tis world sux...
y jealous is exist in tis world?
no jealous appear... there wont be anything happen le ma...

Haiz... after i hang e phone... i went to meet my laogong... and i told him everything... he open my drink for me... and nv say anything le... he say he tired... so he slp on my bed... talk to me for awhile and he slp... but me... i cant even slp... today he wake up... he say his fren come and fetch him... den i open e door for him... he even nv give me a goodbye kiss... i'm sad... haiz... after tat i scold my elder bro's son... he is playing with e toaster... is like wat e... haiz... my mum scold him until she cry... still need to take care of another one... haiz... she's tired... piss off also...

haiz... i hate my bro bcos of his stupid brain!! cant think openly... cant forgive my parent bcos of childhood time with my sec bro... "jealous" freak lor... tis is all history le... aiya!!! i dunwan to think le la... freaking shit!!!