everything changes... i dunno wat i'm thinking... haiz... i dun wanna think anymore...

hmph... fei fei's friendster... only left one pic of me and him... how cruel... i'm abit sad... i felt like crying... but... cry also no use ar... cant change e fact isnt it? haiz... how is my story gonna end? wat is e ending? 100% of love... izzit true? i wonder if i can go back to e starting point of a r/s... begin our love story...frm e start... jus like last time when i noe u... more happier... enjoyable... how abt after married? love will fade? haiz... i dunno la... sux... loyal!? trust!? dote!? love!? care and concern!? feelings!? haiz... bu yao sha le yizhen... how i imagine it wont happen de... forget it ba... in r/s always need to close one eye... but how long!? can anyone be faithful to me!? can Jason be faithful to me!? there is no more trust in my heart... to me... "trust" cant be forever... it is always a mystery.. i'm tired... does anyone noe wat i wan? wat i need e most? e ans is NO! no one will noe how i feel... SUX!!!