frm ytd till now... thinking of everything... even Queky scolded me... call me to wake up... Juan also...call me to go think abt it... chances r given... but how many chances will u give again? promise u once... end up all bullshit... will he do again? i'm always being bully by him? how long can i trust e person? "listen to me... i wish to be with u till the end..." izzit true? can i believe? even i trust u... i hope u dun lie to me... dun make me dun trust u... dun hurt me... things go blind without knowing... when they e truth... tears dropping one by one... the sorrow in their mind... cant make it over... tears drop everyday... every night... they r happy time and sad... but many ppl wish to enjoy e moments of happiness... love a person tat they dun even love u... tears for them aren't worth it... ppl call me to wake up alr... dun let him bully u... like tat u will be eaten... stop being stupid le... money cant bring happiness... life still goes on...lonely cant be forever... ppl wont be there always when u cry... no one will clear ur tears... lend u a shoulder... when they r gone... or even die... i'm weak... ppl will keep bully u... even if u close one eye... how long u wan to close? i'm tired of treating ppl good... how good i treat them i always being bully... ppl call me to be strong... be independent... being alone no one will always accompany u... wont be long... i'm tired or being hurt...