So wat now?
Met alot of nice guys...
Listen to their many story...
And they keep advising me...
Keep smart...
Think properly...
And dun be a 傻女...

ok... story start now...

1st person to say...

Name: Ng Wai Meng(my 1st ex-bf)
A very dote gf de guy... he's nt that good looking... but... he listen to her in everything...(that's me la) bought everything she wanted and love her alot... Going to 3yrs of relationship, i break of with e guy... started e story on 28 feb 2004... with him... he too stubborn... and me... i too control him... everything care... i dote... i control... but in the end... i cant suffer any more... everyday quarrel... everyday i cry... am i too softhearted? or i'm too stupid? haiz... shagg... he still waiting for me... nv die heart... haiz... am i tat gd? he called me to give him chances... but... i wont turn back... i dun wan to suffer... he was jailed be4... is better to be fren la... but... i dun think can be fren back le... bcos i'm scared of u... and... now i afraid of huge ppl... i dunno y... scared... but... i can tel u... "if u changed, is for ur own gd... no need to tel me and... go find ur future beloved... best wishes to u... take care... "

2nd person to say

Name: Jason Lau Chean Fung(currently bf)
Story started 17 Jan 2007, a very sweet talk guy here... very stubborn also and 死要面子! always wan to win(like play game, always wan to be 1st) planing things perfectly but end up last min change... he looked abit fierce, but he care and dote his beloved... he ver weird... sometimes, he will stick to u... sometimes, he will disturb u... sometimes, he dun bother u... everytime he go travel... i will be alone... staying at home waiting for time to pass fast and wait for him to be back... when he is gone... i jus wondering when will he be coming back... wish to stay by his side... he gt a business mindset... a Maths maniac... and me? i'm a Maths idiot... dunno abt business and noe nth... haiz... but i willing to learn... try my ver best... =D he always bully me... like to pinch me alot... and play with my bak ka... hahaha... like his singing alot... a ver 1st guy sing a 10mins song to me... T_T and... he gave me 3 potato Roses done by him... as he said to me... "every week i will do one for u... " WAHHH... i so 感动 lor... but end up nv la... shagg... -_-"
i dunno y... i jus love him alot alot den other ppl do... 1st time i dream of him nearly everyday... surprise rite? and he ever dream of our wedding... lolx... he say i'm ver pretty... hahaha... of cos la... WEDDING LEH!! =) but really lor... wish to take more photos with u... as i always wish... as i wan a date to be steaded there in e photos tat how we being through all tis times... sometimes, i like to imagine or think, "will he ever come and fetch me when i'm working?" or "will he hugs me tightly when i nv notice?" or "will he kiss me whenever he hugs me?" hahaha... or maybe i think too much le? yup... he said i hav no taste in buying things... i admit... but, sometimes I HAVE HOR!! hmph!! =P 我希望，我能陪你到永远，一辈子，到老... 和你在一起，我真得很开心... 有时，我是笨了一点，你不嫌弃，我真得很开心，真得谢谢你，希望你能感受到我的幸福... =) 我们一起努力，我们要幸福！亲爱的老公，我爱你！你不要离我而去，不要丢下我一个人... 因为我怕寂寞... 我希望你是对我认真的...=)

3rd person to say:

Name: Ken (hairstylist)
Noe him when i'm 12... a 好好先生, nv smoke, nv drink beer, seldom gamble... he 's a 40++ yr old guy... but look like 20+++ hahaha... really leh... he told me his many story... like how he start his career, his relationship and how to look ppl's characteristic... he teach me alot... he teached me hairstyling for free... next time no one help me cut hair le... he closed his shop and rent to other hairstylist... he wan to be a free lance frm now on... bcos of his Assistants, one by one take it for granted... he treat them ver gd... but end up... all take it for granted... 好人难做... he said...

4th person to say

Name: Ben Tan Choon Ho(Queky)
A ver lonely guy... jus like me... a ver weird guy also... cant read his mind... always hide things in his heart tat he dunwan to say it out...(i also lor...) ask him always say nth... so we named ourself... i'm his shadow, and his my soul... our loneliness really alike... hahaha... sometimes, he got alot of nonsense to talk... and is a ver weird one... nv talk be4 de... talk until ver real... can laugh until our tears come out... tis person like to watch many movies again and again... drink beer and smoke to enjoy it... (if can, try to quit la! nt gd for health!) he also share his story to me too... his career... everything... a nice guy to talk to... =) he like to call me "ZhenZhen~"

5th person to say

Name: Tan Chin Khang(Ah Khang)
A ver fun guy to be with... sweet talk also... like to disturb ppl too... =) i'm ver enjoy talking to him... Sing K... he's a ver super dote gf de guy... as he told me his story... he wan to stick with his gf everyday, every moment... fetch her after work, cook for her, and do some DIY design for his gf... izzit he romantic? with his gf... he will stop contact with girls, his frens... he also ver weird lor... 他是一个爱情传家, ppl find him for solving their LOVE problems... really long time nv meet him le... miss him leh... =) my best joker... and I WONT FORGET U DE! I SWEAR!! =) bcos we r FRENS!!=D

我真的有那么傻吗？
我是一个很softhearted的女孩...
我只会哭...
我不想control任何人...
我想给他们自由...
不想绑这他们...
这就是我...